Hello peoples!
Well maybe not much people seeing my blog but i just wan to blog something abt me.
Too much UNHAPPY things has happened on me in these 3weeks!
I was in a very DOWN, EMO mood, even when i'm driving i will turn on the radio loudly and follow the lyrics. But something the song that play on FM will make me more hurts & sad!
I know i just started driving, and i know i'm not suppose to drive fast but i dunno why i will do that.
And Today...im careless or that idiot taxi driver fault. but luckily i'm still safe and nothing happen.
I know a lot of people cares about me, especially my family and jimui.
But you should know that thing wasn't like what u guys think.
It's really HURTS! Maybe u girls really understand what i feel, but give me some time i will forget everything!
I tears, I cried & insomnia every night.
I wish to take some medicine but cant.
The only thing i do was SPORT!
I force myself go swimming alone jogging in the midnight alone just don't let my parents know that im in a FUCKING down situation.
I just told them i wan keep fit, slim down. Even i just eat one meal a day..
I go jogging do crazy fitness before i bed, just because i wan to make myself tired and SLEEP!
And yeah i did it! I really Fall asleep within 10min every night!
It's Hurts, but life still goes on!
When thing not belong to u, just let it go.
When people don't know how to appreciate u, just let it go.
When people hurts u once, don't be too sad about it, we have to move on and looking forward!
As they said :" Jen, there are still have many thing and people waiting for u, lining up to wait u to be frens with them!"'
Sometimes,
people who really cares and understand u, they will sense that u are not happy.
Although i said im fine, i play, i fool, i eat, i laugh and etc..
but they still can sense that there still have some problem on me.
In the text :" ehhhh hmm find one day yamcha kenggai.. dont shou mai shou mai!"
Their words melted my heart, i feel touched.
Thx u guys who always there with me, whatever what happen..
i really really appreciate people who cares about me!
Thx God for bringing u girls into my life! <3
I, promise that i will recover very soon!
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